Thoughts of the day
I have not been updating for so long. Have been very busy with work and alot of things happened. No mood to update. I suddenly have a strong feeling that family members are very important. When you are down or sick, they are the ones who are always there and not your "friends". Friends are only there when there is fun. When there is trouble, see where your friends are. Alot of stupid young people put their friends first and neglect their family. When they are older then they know. I wonder how can i knock sense to my kids in future. I would want my kids to be family oriented. I must train them from young. However there is a bad example at home! Sigh.I will have a new chapter, brand new chapter. From this moment onwards, i must relax and dont think so much. Everything after tomorrow will be fine and smooth for me.....
I won an Iphone!
Yipee, i won an iphone. Wahaha. Jasmine saw my name published in yesterday Newpaper. I didnt really participate in any contest, i just signed up SingTel mybill and so lucky. So happy today. Cant wait to receive the notification letter to collect my phone :)
Sick of updating
Update, update, update. Everyday keep updating. After updating Zing Ying’s file, now my file… sickening. I hate all these. Then after all these updating, need to clear invoices again. And then continue to update again…what the hell are all these updating, never ending.
Another shock again :(
This year is not a good year for me. I have just received a shocking new. My colleague will give birth anytime. Her cervix already dilate 3cm liao. It’s 3 weeks earlier. The previous colleague who quitted also suddenly go on MC before she goes and left back all the outstanding work. I have no idea on how to continue their work. I am not familiar and I am totally lost now. I really don’t know what to do. Very helpless. Oh God, please direct me. What other news are there? My heart cannot take it. I really feel like giving up
Another shock again :(
This year is not a good year for me. I have just received a shocking new. My colleague will give birth anytime. Her cervix already dilate 3cm liao. It’s 3 weeks earlier. The previous colleague who quitted also suddenly go on MC before she goes and left back all the outstanding work. I have no idea on how to continue their work. I am not familiar and I am totally lost now. I really don’t know what to do. Very helpless. Oh God, please direct me. What other news are there? My heart cannot take it. I really feel like giving up
Very tired
These few days were damn busy. Super tiring. Last night was the first night i ever sleep so well, didnt wake up at all. This is because i am super duper tired le. I am still not awake yet. Whole body aching. There are still so many things to do :( I really cannot imagine when Zing Ying not around, how will be the situation....I really cannot imagine. I don't want to know :( Can i disappear just like that???????
I hate everything
Today I was referred by my company clinic doc to KK hospital because of my irregular menses. Went there to see and again spent $100over and didn’t get to know anything much. She now refer me to another fertility doc and wanted me to do many blood tests which cost almost $250 L Spending and spending, I really hate myself. Why do I have to face all these? What kind of punishment am I having??????????
