Another friend got pregnant

Another friend of mine told me she pregnant again. 15 weeks le. So happy for her. More and more people around me get pregnant. Another 2 friends going to give birth in one mth time. I think I should stop measuring my temperature every morning. I think it’s giving me a lot of stress. More and more people getting pregnant, the more envy and sad I gets. The feeling which no one can understand, especially Dear. He always says never mind but I mind a lot. I always cry by myself. I really hope I can stop thinking about it and relax. Everyone know I want to have baby but it’s not easy. Really sian….