Stupid HDB!

We received the letter of offer from HDB. Stupid idoit only can lend us $490K. It will wipe out our CPF, on top of that we still need to come out with $29K cash. Where to find that cash! Damn it. How to save??? Everyday dont eat meh? Totally cannot buy anything meh? Fuck up lor. I really dont know what to do..... Every mth have to save alot up in order to have $30K in 3 years..... Sigh. Why more and more things stressing me.................. I really hope i can dont care about anything. Really sian........:(

God, please bless me to strike TOTO otherwise i really dont know where to find the money.........................