Very sad

Today, one of the manager came over to tell us that Director is going to arrow us to take the CCNA course. This is a IP course which will take us 6 mths and will be bond for 1 year. The 2 candidates which might be select is me and Zing Ying. Because we are the youngest! Zing Ying can't take the course because she's pregnant. So, left me! But i don't want to take anymore course. I don't want to stress myself le.

I am already stress and my menses became irregular. I am just a simple woman, just want to have a complete family. I don't want to get so many cert to get promote or what. The most important thing in my life is my family, not career.

When i tell this to Dear, he only tell me "ok la, its bo pian one wad". I am seriously very sad. Has he ever thought of my feeling? I say stress is not just say only. He thinks i am joking. What is bopian. Everythin also bopian. So i too stress out and get bad health also bopian. I very sian in all these...........