What had happened to me!

I am so sad. Just now saw the Hush puppies shorts got sales. Judy, Joyce and I wanted to buy. Each of us took XL and XXL to try. Judy and Joyce can wear XL and I cant even fit into XXL!!!!!!!!!! I need to wear XXXL!!!!!!!!!!! Boo Woo. Really feel like committing suicide. I have grow so much. Argh!!!!!!!! I cannot believe myself. I hate my body so much. Why am I so fat now? That stupid pills! I am so scare to meet up with friends now. When I see friends outside, I don’t dare to approach them. They will start asking me if I am pregnant otherwise wondering what had happened to me. All cant believe that I put on so much weight…. :(