All about Jes

Thursday, July 23, 2009

De-moralise..........

More and more people asking me if I am pregnant. Some even congratulate me….. I am getting more and more de-moralise. Today my mense come le. Am I really getting so fat until people mistaken I am pregnant…..It's so embarassing to answer them. I hate to answer back. Inside of me is actually very sad but I have to act. Very sian, don't feel like meeting up with people. Just feel like hiding myself up.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Sickening arrangement

Hate my director. We practically don't have human rights. Whether to go for the fitness exercise tomorrow or not also cannot choose. The tone of hers is like giving orders, not giving us a choice wad. It's from 6 to 7pm, waste of my time lor. I hate to get the sweaty feeling and go to take bus. Fucking sian. Next mth, all of us have to go to walk the bridge at Hort park then few weeks after that still have the Mooncake festival gathering. Who the fuck care abt all this gathering? I don't wish to waste my time with this kind of person. Super sickening.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

New office

Has been in the new office for a few days, still not getting used to it. Am trying to get a perfect location to place my monitor where nobody can see what I am doing. I have placed a mirror beside my CPU but I also cannot see people coming towards me from behind. Don't like it to be like that, no privacy. I cannot hear their footsteps unless they walk very loudly. So sian, I dun like this place. I still prefer the old location, we can go off for lunch anytime we like, go home on the dot where nobody knows. Here got too many eyes looking at you, what ever movements are being monitored :(

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Tiring day

So damn tired. Since last week, we have been packing our stuffs. We are going to move to another building. Official moving on the 16th July. There are so many things to pack. Although I am just here for 6 mths but I have to help out the rest to pack.. Have been bringing bags and bags of things down myself cos I dun wan to pack into the box and then unpack. Now whole body aching…. Am so tired and hungry now. Hope to go home soon.