Another shock again :(
This year is not a good year for me. I have just received a shocking new. My colleague will give birth anytime. Her cervix already dilate 3cm liao. It’s 3 weeks earlier. The previous colleague who quitted also suddenly go on MC before she goes and left back all the outstanding work. I have no idea on how to continue their work. I am not familiar and I am totally lost now. I really don’t know what to do. Very helpless. Oh God, please direct me. What other news are there? My heart cannot take it. I really feel like giving up
Another shock again :(
This year is not a good year for me. I have just received a shocking new. My colleague will give birth anytime. Her cervix already dilate 3cm liao. It’s 3 weeks earlier. The previous colleague who quitted also suddenly go on MC before she goes and left back all the outstanding work. I have no idea on how to continue their work. I am not familiar and I am totally lost now. I really don’t know what to do. Very helpless. Oh God, please direct me. What other news are there? My heart cannot take it. I really feel like giving up
Very tired
These few days were damn busy. Super tiring. Last night was the first night i ever sleep so well, didnt wake up at all. This is because i am super duper tired le. I am still not awake yet. Whole body aching. There are still so many things to do :( I really cannot imagine when Zing Ying not around, how will be the situation....I really cannot imagine. I don't want to know :( Can i disappear just like that???????
I hate everything
Today I was referred by my company clinic doc to KK hospital because of my irregular menses. Went there to see and again spent $100over and didn’t get to know anything much. She now refer me to another fertility doc and wanted me to do many blood tests which cost almost $250 L Spending and spending, I really hate myself. Why do I have to face all these? What kind of punishment am I having??????????
Christmas presents for the kids
My friend went USA, have ask her to get some sweaters or jackets from Old Navy, Carters or Osh Kosh for my nieces and nephew. It's cheaper to get from there. Have told her their age range from 1 yrs to 8 yrs old, hope she can get the right size for me. The last round, the jackets she bought were really nice. Have asked her to look out for the same kind of patterns for me. Thanks Jean :)
