Hate lending ppl things

Sickening. Why must we always lending her things. Every little gadgets, we paid ourselves, she just conveniently borrow. Since when she buy something and lend to us. Jus take our first camera for example, we hardly use, I think she use more than we do. Now battery spoil liao and that's it. We bought a new camera for our wedding shooting. Now she also keep borrowing whenever her friends got birthday or outings. I very scare of her one lor. She is absent minded and always spoiling things. Everytime spoil things le, the rest will just say NEVERMIND LA. Now aim my video cam, she better make sure my video cam is in good condition when she returns. My purpose of buying the video cam has not been accomplished. I don't want a spoilt video cam back. I will make sure she pay for it!

Prob, prob and more prob

I totally understand my sister's situation. Yes, she needs a helper when Alan is not around. Staying alone is not easy. But what can I do? I can’t be possibly stay over her house when my hubby is around. Even he's not around, my in laws are at home. By the way, I don’t wish to. Staying at her house is very uncomfortable.

I have enough of prob, wanting to find a new job cos this job really cannot TONG already.. The stress is making me crazy. My menses keep prolonging, no sign of pregnancy…duno when is it coming or not coming. Damn sian. Wanting to find new job but scare if I am pregnant, no one want to hire me. So many constraints. She only think about her own prob, only she got prob. I just didn’t bring up my prob to her cos I dun like to add on ppl's prob. For what keep telling ppl prob and add on to their stress. She want ppl to understand her situation but is she understanding ppl's situation??

She think I can just quit. Quit le then no income, my new house need the cpf contribution otherwise need to fork out a lot of cash which we don’t have. SIAN AH. I hate all this. Everything tying me down. I really wish she can treat me inexistent. I just want to keep out of touch, don’t want to know anything….. Sick of it.. :(

Headache

Really buay tahan my sis! The whole world own her like that. Keep comparing ppls' mum and sis with her own. Other ppl's family members help and we do not help. Please lah, is she the one who wan to choose a Navy hubby who needs to travel a lot. Nobody force her. She herself is a housewife and yet always want ppl to help. If she want to compare, I also want to compare. My friends' sisters all leave them alone, didn’t trouble their sis also wad. Why she got so many problems! And always blaming ppl…. She is right and other ppl always wrong la. Everyone must accommodate to her meh. Really cannot stand already, I am very tired of her….

I need a new job!!!!!!!

Damn sian, got scolded by my director just now. I really don't understand what favorable or unfavorable variances is she talking about. She just asked why is there a 2.7M unfavorable variance, out of nowhere how I know how this number comes about. Then she want me to find out why. After explaining to her my part only, she said I am not answering to her question…really don't know what she wants. I find that this job is really not for me. I am serious that I have to find new job. Really cannot take it liao.

Morning just got some questions bombed by her and I have to search high and low for the answers. That already make me very stressful cos she want things fast. Then during lunch, my colleague just mentioned I havent get scolded by her yet wad and just now got scolded already. Really piss me off. I need a new job!!!!!!!!!

Needs alot of guts

Terrible feeling. Talking to my director really need a lot of guts. Standing outside of her cubicle is like outside a tiger's den. Wanting to talk to her but she always look so unapproachable :(

I finally brought out my guts and asked her this morning whether I can be excuse from the walk this fri. I am really afraid of heights mah. She replied she will not force us but hope we can be more sporting. Oh my god, like that is I can don’t go or not. She everytime arrange this and that which none of us really enjoy going. What is the point of forcing ppl to do things they don’t like. I don’t understand these ppl. Sian leh, how can I tell her again I don't wish to go :(

Long weekend ending soon

Fri we brought the car to touch up and after that we went to watch GI Joe. The actions were so fast until i dun understand what is the morale of the story. Haahaa

Sat was Brenda's wedding dinner. After looking at ppls' wedding, i felt that my one wasn't a perfect one, lack of alot of things. The most regretful one was i couldn't slim myself down :( Seeing her happily got married, i feel so happy for her.

Yesterday, we went to dear's boss Henry's house. We had BBQ. As usual, everyone is very concerned whether we want a baby or not...Alot of attention on us..hmm....But i really enjoy all the colleagues's company. It was really enjoyable. I like their gatherings, really very close. They're like families. His biggest boss, Ian is really a nice guy.

Today, we went cycling, so long never cycle already, skills abit dropped, hehe. Cannot balance myself. Must practice more. Since we have no kids yet, we need to find more activities to do. Next week gg to Bishan Park with Joan and Lee Kheng's family to cycle. Looking forward.

Yipee, dear coming back today

Yipee, Dear is coming home today. I am taking 1 hour time off to fetch him at the airport. Don't know did he win or lose at Casino last night. He claimed that first 2 nights he won some money.

Last 2 nights no internet access, cannot msn him at all, sickening internet, bores me to death. Don’t know what had he gotta for me. keke. I have asked him to look out for belts for me, don't know can find or not. Yesterday they went to town to buy things. Hopefully he didn’t spend a lot of money. He said gg biz trip can save money. I don't think so lor. I think spend more money cos this person wan him to buy this and that person wan him to buy that. I wonder did he get chop when he buy the roasted lotus seeds. Hopefully he get it cheap.

Looking forward, half an hour to go :)

Should I change my job?

I am seriously thinking about this question. The more I am with this department, the more I don't like the job. The worst is the director, too pushy and want things fast. My colleague is going to give birth in Nov. That's the worst part for me here. I still don't know a lot of things and yet have to cover her duties. I don't know can I manage or not. I think I will break down every day. I couldn't take the pressure from the director.. I really feel like tendering my resignation now. Don't know what should I do….Anyone can help me out of this……...

Dear went Vietnam

Dear went Vietnam this morning, for 4 days again. Jus received his sms saying he reached Vietnam. Sigh, so sian. This is the 4th time he travel this year. If his boss never go with him, I will buy a ticket and go with him. Take a break also good. Today totally no mood to work. I am so sleepy now cos he wake up at 5am this morning, I couldn't slp after waking him up. Hope Thurs can come soon.

We are taking leave on Fri, going to enjoy a long weekend. This weekend will be busy. Sat got wedding dinner and Sun going his boss's house to BBQ. Not looking forward cos scare people start to ask me questions again…. Really wish I can hide myself up