No boss in the afternoon!

Tomorrow is holiday. Today one on MC, one on afternoon leave. Later basically left Joan and me. The bosses are attending a seminar in the afternoon hence no boss in the afternoon. I am already having holiday mood. But don’t know why today wake up and having gidiness. Hope it quickly go away, I want to enjoy myself over the weekend.

Attending Danny's son baby shower on sat. Still hasn’t got a present for him. Need to go and buy tomorrow. Enjoy the weekend!

Becoming a bookworm

Recently, I suddenly like to read books. Last time used to hate reading books cause very lazy. Keke. I have finished reading my Twilight book. I have watched the movie which Dear had helped me to download. It was exactly the same. I am now looking for people to sell me 2nd hand the Book 2 (New Moon). Currently, I am reading Shopaholic and Baby by Sophie Kinsella. This is the first book I read in a very fast speed. It is because it's very interesting. First day I got the book, I read 6 chapters. I also got another book "Can you keep a secret" by the same author. Will read it soon after I finsh the current book. I am becoming a bookworm :)

My new phone :)

I bought a new Sony Ericsson C905. Very pleased with the phone. The color i bought is Tender Rose. It has alot of function. The thing i like most is the camera. It's just like carrying a camera around. I only paid $268 and i have $50 off my next M1 bill :) The best buy i ever have.

24 Apr 09

Sucks. Today got no mood to work. Restless and tired.

Yesterday night vomit like nobody's business. I ate the same same food as Dear, duno why I kanna only. We ate wanton mee and tim sum. After reaching home, duno why I suddenly feel very giddy then suddenly feel like throwing out. I went toilet thrice, vomitted all my food out. It was a terrible feeling.

Today after work still got karaoke session with my dept. Cannot reject cos organise by my director. Sigh.

Now have to do my monthly report. Hate this period of the month. How to spend the rest of the
day……………….Oh my god.

Getting fatter and fatter :(

So piss off. No wonder I keep on putting on weight for nothing. It's all due to the ovulation pills that I was taking for 3 months. I exercise almost 4 times a week and cannot slim down. I was wondering why. And people keep misunderstood I am pregnant when I am not! My parents, parent in laws and relatives saw the difference in me. Asking me why I put on weight. I am damn sad. I just want to regulate my menses, now I pay money to make myself fat. Didn’t know the side effects of the pills. Dr Khi never mentioned anything to me. I still got 3 months supply with me and the pills are not cheap! Really wasted my money. Why all the unlucky things happen on me? :(

So many babies

This year is a good year to give birth sia. Late Dec, my colleague Joycelline gave birth to her little prince (Gerard). In Jan, my friend Susan gave birth to her little princess (Crystal). In Feb, Agnes gave birth to her little princess. In Apr, Jaslyn (princess), Sinyin (prince) and my cousin Irene also prince (Zac). Another friend, Eileen who is going to give birth soon. I have carried 3 babies already until now. So happy for all of them. I love seeing their babies sleeping soundly. So cute. Soon will be my turn :) I must stay positive.

How to untie the knot in my heart?

I had lunch and nothing to do in the office. Suddenly got this thought. How to untie the knot in my heart?

I seriously want to know how. I need to throw away the idea of having a baby. I knew it’s giving me a lot of stress and indirectly affecting Jason. To him, he thinks that it’s still early, we’re married for half a yr. I just can’t stand why people get it so easily and I so difficult. I believe it’s stress which make my menses irregular. I need to release it but I don’t know how to. I try to read books, watch dramas to make me forget about it.

But people like to ask me….. Can they just don’t ask me? I hate people asking me “so how, got any news”. Of course I hope got good news. That’s the biggest hope I have now. I will be super happy when the day comes. But when is the day coming?