Days without boss around

These 2 weeks, my boss is on Annual leave. It is suppose to be more relax for me but more and more orders coming in. Really sian, very tired. The only difference is no one eyeing on what i am doing and comment on my work.

Today another manager called me and signal to me about the change of dept. I think this is for real. Seems like more and more people knowing it. I dont know if my peers know already or not. If yes, it will be chaotic.

I find it very funny. Another colleague of mine actually applied for the post when it was published in our intranet. They didnt hire anyone but why suddenly want me to go and take over....i am really puzzled.

Dont know what is in all this management mind. What makes them think that we have nothing to do here. We have many bilateral orders coming in everyday. We need to coordinate with alot of people for one circuit implementation. Sigh. When my boss come back, i need to switch le. Now i must quickly clear my records or else the rest will start cursing me for messing it up.

Stupid HDB!

We received the letter of offer from HDB. Stupid idoit only can lend us $490K. It will wipe out our CPF, on top of that we still need to come out with $29K cash. Where to find that cash! Damn it. How to save??? Everyday dont eat meh? Totally cannot buy anything meh? Fuck up lor. I really dont know what to do..... Every mth have to save alot up in order to have $30K in 3 years..... Sigh. Why more and more things stressing me.................. I really hope i can dont care about anything. Really sian........:(

God, please bless me to strike TOTO otherwise i really dont know where to find the money.........................

Change of job scope, stress! :(

Yesterday before knocking off, my boss asked me to go into meeting room and talked to me. He mentioned that my director want me to go to another department but still under the same division. The job scope is totally different. Currently my job scope is very technical. The other department handles more on cost and money $$$. Although it’s more relevant to my studies but I am very scared. I am worried that I can’t handle it well. I have no experience on budgeting before. Yes, I am still young, should be welcoming challenges but this director is very pushy. She wants immediate attention when she wants something. A few of my colleagues in that department cannot stand her.

She offers me a manager post before but I rejected because I don’t want to work under her directly. Now it seems like no choice. Although everything is not confirm and announced yet but I felt like it’s more or less finalized. God bless me. I hope that I can pick up fast. This is going to be a big change after 8 years working here. Feeling very stress now. How am I supposed to clear my records in such a short time? Sigh…………………:(

So envy

Jus saw my cousin’s blog and she’s expecting a boy this time. So happy for her. Her wish has been granted. She has 2 lovely girls and this boy comes to end it with number 3 :) jus nice.

I was wondering when is my turn. Seeing so many friends around me pregnant, seeing them so enthusiastic looking forward to their baby. Really envy. Now then I know that getting pregnant is not easy. I fully understand why those trying to conceive ladies feel so disappointed whenever their menses come.

I hope to have a kid before I hit 30. Baby dust for me……