Thought of the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is such a frustrating day, someone drove out the car to help friend to shift house! Shouldn't it be using a lorry instead. She got so many "friends", everytime got so many this and that. Very busy!

I think here is the best venting frustration place. Talking to a real person also no use. Here although no direct response, at least i vent my frustration out.

Sometimes i really envy my sister in law. Never see her do housework, everything done by her parent. Everyday, wake up, bath le and out she go. Never come back before midnight. Treating the house like hotel. Even last time in old Bishan home, Dear has to vacuum the floor, not her. She just sit there watch her tv, eat le leave the plates at the basin. As if got maid to serve her. Why so unfair??

If i am her parent, i would feel very sad but my parent in law don't seems to feel anything. Still dote on her the most. Why hah? I really want to know. What so good about her?

These few weeks my MIL complain she can't sleep well at night and her weight gone down cos she is getting skinnier and look haggard. I never hear her daughter asking how is she. I think her mum want to see her also difficult, need not mention about talking to her.

Everytime we go out, we will ask my in laws where are they and we will go and pick them up. Most of the time, we're driving them around. Once a while then we go out on our own. If she takes the car, four of us will be stuck at home. Selfish isn't it?

Just like the last few days, Dear went Philippines. She everyday also got friends' birthday celebration. Everyday go out till midnight. Please la, bullshit.

The car is so dirty and she don't bother to bring it to car wash. The petrol tank is low and she didn't top up. I purposely don't want to top up yesterday cos today she want to use the car, why should i be topping up the petrol for her. Somemore she is using the car for the whole weekend, she drive the car to Sentosa! She got chalet there. Walao, damn selfish. Bring the car there and parked there. Since when she give a thought for us. Don't say us, what about her parent! Really cannot stand her!!!!!! They will only say, let her use the car lor! Fuck up

It is really hitting my limit. How long more am i staying with her! I don't want to share car with her. I don't want to be her maid in future. I am not doing any housechore for her. When my in laws not around in future, will she continue to stay with us....How can i get rid of her. I am sorry to be mean, i am not her mum, no obligation to take care of her. Why her life is so good, enjoying. Even we moved to AMK, all of them will move along too. Damn sian. I don't mind to stay with my in laws because it's our duty to take care of them. But she.........................whole package one leh. I just cannot forget everything and treat it as nothing happen.

ARGH................................................................................................................................

Stress at work

Today damn stress at work. Waste a morning in the meeting. Today need to rush monthly report then at 5lpus, Leo want me to send the costing out for STIX by today :( Alot of segment costs i don't know and had a hard time. Luckily Mdm Quek stay backed and help me to find. Really appreciate her help otherwise i don't think i can go off early. I left the office at 7pm :( But still i haven't finish updating the files. I don't know tomorrow can finish or not.

Alot of spreadsheets haven't update yet. Really don't have enough time

Now need to do my updating at home :( damn sian.

Today is the 2nd day Dear at Manila. The day pass so slowly. My sister in law expected, everyday go out. The petrol we topped up already half gone. When we use, a tank of petrol can last for a week. This tank of petrol will definitely finish by Fri then Dear will be back and need to top up again. She win le lor. Really cannot stand her. Stay at home will die meh. Must always go out. Why are we always spending money and she can enjoy herself. Unfair. Sickening

Dear going Philippines

He is going Philippines for a week tomorrow :( I will be alone again.

So sian, after he come back. One week later, he is going Thailand for 2 weeks. That's even more unbearable. What am i suppose to do when he is not around. I must find more things to occupy myself. Sigh, what can i do? I am left with only 2 books to read.

Very sad, his company keep sending him overseas. The happiest person will be his sis. She can use car every day. No need to come home so early. Everyday hang out with friends. Then i will have problem waking her up in the morning to send me out. Have to see her face. Sickening.

Why Dear always had to g0 overseas? Argh..................

My boss is quitting

My boss is quitting. He is in this new department for a month or so and he cant stand the job. Haha. No one can tahan the job scope here, especially for USA region. Too many things to remember. He tendered his resignation letter. Don’t know who will be taking over the work. One good boss already left then here is another one. Sigh. So sian, hate to be under another lousy boss. Hopefully the next one is a good one.

Dear going overseas again

Dear said next week going Philippines. Then 2nd week of June going Thailand again. So sian, he keep travelling. I will be damn bored at home. He is not doing sales also need to travel one meh?? Don't understand why.

Sigh. I hope that few weeks can passed faster. Hopefully this year no more travelling for him.

I got my Twilight Book 2 (New Moon)

Someone offered to sell me his brand new book at $10 with postage. That was a great offer hence i accepted. I received the book still wrapped in plastic. Wow, i love online buying.

But i still don't have the time to start reading it. I am obsessed in reading the Shopaholic series, keke. They're simply interesting. I am reading "Shopaholic takes Manhattan". This year is the first time i hit record, i never read so many books in my life before. Even when i am schooling, i never like to borrow story books to read hence my English is very poor. Now everyday you see me with a book before bedtime. Machiam bookworm, haha

Now i am shopping online to see if anyone else is selling books :)

Down with fever

2 days ago started to cough. Yesterday started to have fever, it hit 38.67. This morning was still 38.17. Hence i went to see doc again. Took almost 1 hour plus to wait for my turn. I almost have no strength to sit. I asked to doc for 2 days mc. I slept for the whole day. Had a good rest. Now still feeling abit giddy.

Confession of Shopaholic

I am now reading this book, Confessions Of A Shopaholic . Shopaholic is a series of novels written by the UK author Sophie Kinsella.

The sequence that I should be reading should be as follows but I read the last book. Haha. So now I am actually reading the 2nd book. The stories are really interesting.

The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic
Confessions Of A Shopaholic
Shopaholic Abroad
Shopaholic Takes Manhattan
Shopaholic Ties The Knot
Shopaholic & Sister
Shopaholic & Baby

http://www.sophiekinsella.com.au/otherbooks.aspx

My new boss sucks

Last time i was looking forward to be under this boss as many people say he is very good. Now i think otherwise. This week, he make me stay back don't know how many times. Everytime look for me at 6pm when i am going to go home. Then discuss until don't know how to stop until i say i must go le. Please man, he has no life after work is it? No need to make me stay back with him. I have many things to do lor. Really piss me off. Somemore after 6 has no aircon, so damn stuffy in the office. Tomorrow he better don't make me stay back. I am going to FAN LIAN.

Super duper disappointed

My menses finally come after 54 days. Very disappointed. I don’t know what is causing my menses to be so irregular. Was it the ovulation pills or the chinese pills which Jason's parent asked me to eat. I am really pissed off now. Really have no mood to work today. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, what's going wrong?????????????????????

All done with the housework

Just finished with all the housework. Mop the floor, iron all the clothes. So many clothes to iron. Today, dear helped me with scrubbing the toilet floor, the toilet bowl. He also vacuum the floor behind the fridge. It was so dirty and dusty behind. He is not lazy one, just need someone to push him. He is of great help today. Luckily he helped otherwise i don't know what time then i can finish.

My sister in law, on the other hand is super lazy. Wake up, didn't even bother to keep her bed. Just bath liao and went out roller blading. What a good life.......

I am so tired now.

Pics of babies

Today went Danny's son baby shower. Don't know what is wrong with him, keep on crying. Didn't manage to carry him.

Manage to take one pic of him when he's crying









Below is the first baby i carried this year. He is Gerard,my colleague's baby. What a chubby little one :) Was born last Dec.











Next my friend, Susan's baby. Her name is Crystal. Born in Jan this year. She look more like daddy.













Then my cousin, Irene's son. He is Zac. Was born in Mar.










This little boy is Jason's cousin's son. Born in Apr.













Practically every month got someone related to me giving birth. 3 classmates of mine gave birth but i didn't have a chance to see their baby yet.

Woo, when is my turn? haha